Learning

Today has been a busy day, between therapy, my dad calling, and calling my step daughter, i spent about 3 hours talking and not just "stuff" but serious things about who i am, and how i am affected by things and some big changes in my life, so i am emotionally exhausted but i feel alright. I have to relearn to accept the fact that people are willing to listen to me and hear me i only need to speak up.

And its what i need right now, just to let my family know what's going on, i spent a lot of time in the tent today and tried to do some personal work, and that is still hard, but i noticed that the energy in my house is different that i took some of that stuff outside into my own space, it feels lighter in here. And that feels good, and Ted made dinner and it was good.

So today was a good day, and i surprisingly have very little to write!

So I'm done for today